#but what if they are in a way on eand the same

[malefilus]

alright gloam eyed queen fans i'll toss a bone out there.

what if the gloam eyed queen is the alter half of Melina? Kind of like how St. Trina is the alter half of Miquella, or how Radagon and Marika are one and the same but also separate?

[something-tofightfor]

A BIRTHDAY SLEEPOVER, HOW FUN!! 🥳

Let’s start with an easy one. FMK: Din Djarin, Poe Dameron, Cassian Andor

Okay now a hard one. Choose: Ezra teaching you to prospect or Oberyn teaching you to fight?

This one might suck either way… oops. Would you rather: Live by the strict rules of the Jedi Order, or live by the strict rules of the Mandalorian Way?

Time to pick your brain. A question about a story: Which of your stories has your favorite title, and why is it your favorite? How did you choose it? Did the title come first or did you start writing first?

Please feed my endless curiosity about this man. A question about a character: Tell me something I don’t know about Caught On Santiago. Please.

Oh a quick little writing challenge? Okay. Writing formula: (word) unexpected + (scenario) first time in a new city + (character) Frankie

Easy? EASY? How is that easy?

i'm gonna kiss Cassian. He has far too many other things to worry about, and if I let myself get into it too deeply with him, it's just going to end in heartbreak for both of us. But a smooch or two isn't gonna hurt anything.

I'm gonna fuck Poe Dameron. I don't think I need to explain this but I still will - in two words: that. ass. (also those lips.)

I'm gonna marry Din Djarin. I will take whatever Mandalorian vows he needs me to take. I will spend the rest of my life making that stubborn, silly man happy and keeping him well fed and as relaxed as possible. I will GLADLY adopt his child as my own and not ever complain.

Oberyn teaching me to fight, hands down.

Ezra teaching me to prospect would be a very short lesson, because aside from showing me what to do and telling me to "hold it like you love it", I'd have to learn by trial and error, and that's on me. I'd very much like him to supervise, though.

But Oberyn? Training with him is as hands on as you can get. And it would be so satisfying to show him progress. It would be fucking amazing for him to see that I was listening and capable. It would be incredible to have him stand behind me eand teach me how to hold a spear, or where to thrust a knife or dagger to do the most damage.

Would definitely prefer CQC hands on figting with Oberyn though because it would likely lead to... um.. other things.

Fuck the Jedi Order.

I'm not foregoing attachments to learn how to move rocks and deflect blaster fire with my mind. I need connections with people and I need emotions. You tell me I'm not allowed to love anyone and I'm gonna go Dark Side real fast.

Din's creed sucks in a lot of ways, but it's respectable in a lot of others. And I wouldn't mind hiding my face because my expressions have gotten me into trouble in the past and if I had to keep my identity hidden, no one would see how often I rolled my eyes or wrinkled my nose or sighed or looked at people like they were fucking idiots.

My favorite title?

I really like the way that I've structured the titles for On Deck and JTGtBG, choosing phrases and titles based on the contents of the chapter and how they relate to either songs or baseball terminology.

But my favorite actual title is probably Root Pearl, because it's all about the connection and what is at the center of everything - Ezra's career, the relationships he has with Cee and Reader, the way Reader and Ezra have to nurture things as they grow and change so they don't get screwed up to an irreparable place... I picked it because the root pearls and aurelac was the focal point of Prospect, and I wanted the same idea to be the core of the story.

The title came as I was writing out the ideas for that story. I think you were the first person to know the title and the concept.

Caught On Santi is Frankie's son's godfather. Another thing? He helped Frankie pick out your engagement ring, and encouraged him to go with something smaller and more you instead of what Frankie wanted to do - a grand gesture with a ring that you would have liked but was unnecessarily huge.

Frankie + unexpected + first time in a new city? Here's a little Life is Good Frankie for you.

The elevation change in Colorado is a shock to Frankie, even though he's been in a variety of places throughout the years. He wasn't reckless when he first arrived, but a couple beers with dinner and then another at your place was enough to make him a little tipsy - which is not usually the case, and caught him off guard. You tried to warn him - and when he swayed on his feet as he stood to go to the bathroom, all you could do was laugh ... and when he came out, waking very slowly and very carefully, you had an ice cold bottle of water and some ibuprofen waiting for him.

[atangledfate]

Jewel paused and looked up at the flaming decoy. Maybe on the surface he was all business. Maybe on the surface he wanted to be aloof and uncaring. But she believed on some level they were a good person after all they saved her. Made a decoy to protect her. Maybe they justified it by saying it was to hurt clutch, but she believed on some level they did so because it was the right thing to do. She didn't know for sure though but only smiled at them despite all that.

" Maybe it was just circumstance... but we owe you all the same... so i'll say thank you despite all that. The enemy of my enemy is a friend or so the saying goes. "

She tensed up when he blew a hole in the floor, though it hardly mattered now did it? The red flashing lights had her shaking visibly from fear! she had to hurry! get the Chaotix to safety and her people to!

" Ah! he wouldn't--- OH CHAOS HE WOULD! "

She realized that if Clutch was cornered he might well take them all out! But she had to hope it was just a bluff!

" We--- should get moving! i'll head to the incinerator and save the Chaotix! do what you can about security... and lets pray Tails is successful on his eand to! "

She was about to dive down into the lower deck when a cloud like mist flooded out of the vents! coating the halls in a cool misty breeze! that filled the halls! it was so thick it was hard to see, making it doubly hard to figure out where to go! luckily she had antenna! which acted as a second sensory perception allowing her to navigate even in darkness! She could sense the air flow around her with them and thus gave her a way to move about.

" What next! no i don't want to know! "

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Tails had nearly reached his goal as he jumped up and used his tails to smash down one of the security guards. Making his way into the engine room and grapping the manual control console. He started to rapidly punch in commands to adjust the ships location. Quickly hacking the security system and lock down protocols and shifting the ship at an angle. Luckily the mist was only flooding the upper levels, so down here he wasn't effected!

" Crap... this old hunk of junk---i'll have to stay here and make sure the ship is far enough away. Guess its up to everyone else to stop Clutch... here is hoping those red flashing lights dont mean when i think they mean..."

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Clutch Jumped up onto the front of the carrier as the Chain was yeeted at him! he shot the chain mid flight with his cane gun! a loud plink of steel meeting steel and a spark! as he deflected the chain in one fell motion! proving tha he might be old but he hadn't lost his step! at least not yet!

" HAH! no i don't think so! not yet! "

Eggman and Metal both entered the room casually as he was amused by what he saw. Clutch refit his old carrier design with his own crude weapons. It lacked any elegance at all and in a way he was rather insulted by it. He however let his eyes turn to the stranger as he smiled widely as he leaned back on his heels and let out a jovial laugh!

" OH HO! and why would i do that? You wanted to talk first then go talk! Metal and i should wait our turn! you can handle it right? after all you sure talk a big talk! let's see you walk that walk! "

He had no intention of helping beyond what he had to and clearly he didn't see a reason to get involved with the battle!

" Besides you are doing so well! and he's just ONE old man... i'm sure you can handle him..."

Clutch seemed mildly amused by the situation as he held the cane toward the stranger and gripped the trigger! He had a wonderful idea one he'd try and see how loyal this guy was!

" how about this! i'll pay you to kill the egg and let me go! name your price! i'm going to be rather rich in a moment... and with Restoration gone i'll be even richer when Clean Sweep takes over! so what do you say? how much to get you to let me go! "

He held out the dead mans switch in front of him

" Or we can go with the alternative! i blow us all to bits! no one wins we all lose! your call stranger..."

"Thanking me is pointless. I'm not noble hero, nor someone simply doing the right thing. I know it may seem like I'm just trying to get you to dislike me, though I just know I don't deserve it for the core reasons I'm here. You may disagree if you wish, though its only the facts is all. As for seeing me again, I doubt I'll stick around long when the dust settles." He was simply being honest.

"Fifty three people are one this floor. Eighteen walking around which means they're more than likely guards. That means thirty-five are civilians. Only three are closer to use which means leading security over here is our best bet." He then held out the palm of his hand before blasting a huge hole into the ground with flames, the metal metaling as it tore through the ship. "Don't worry, it isn't going to hit anyone or damage the ship's systems or engine." He then looked up seeing the red flashing lights.

"Lovely, a self destruct system. With them active I can sense the heat coming of. Five hundred and sixty three bombs are what I can see in this part of the ship. Seems like Clutch isn't too happy things aren't going his way. Though it'd be pointless if he doesn't get off the ship so as long as he stays on the chances of him detonating are slim." He wouldn't put it past him to take everyone out with him, though that's normally a last resort.

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The cloaked stranger entered the room, seeing Clutch in one of Eggman's carriers, though it had clearly been modified. He would toss the chain from his sleeve and warped it around the Egg Carrier. "Sorry, though you aren't going anywhere." Most would think he was insane thinking he could hold back something with so much power without being dragged along, though was sure Clutch would be surprised.

"Hey, mind getting you tin can in here to grab Clutch from the carrier before Clutch get's the bright idea to take everyone out with him?" He was smart, though doubt he could figure out how to turn off the signal to set off all the explosive's in the airship. Guess Eggman being here was paying off in this sense, though he did wonder if Clutch had actually disabled all of Eggman's failsafe's in that carrier.

[penguin--person]

love listening to music. its like!!!! ghrbrbb!!!!! gotta punch the bed bc its so good!! finger stretch even like cats their paws. kick the air. death destroy explode

[nikkzwrites]

(They Long to Be) Close to You | Dark Fix-It Fic Series Part 2 | Chapter 4

A/N: This fic is one that I started with my OC because honestly, I personally didn’t like how season 3 ended. So I am rewriting all of Dark with my OC Annalise Dahlheim. I hope you all like it. Some things will be expanded more on just for more depth to Dark that season 3 kinda skipped over so…. yeah. This is part two of the series! You can start the full series here!

CW: Canon Typical Triggers: Smoking, Sex, Language, Drugs, Drinking, Death, Violence.

Word Count:  7.9k

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“From then on, I knew that nothing changes,” the man explained to his son as their carriage went through the Winden woods, “That all things remain. The spinning wheel turns, round and round, in a circle. One fate tied to the next. A thread, red like blood, that connects all our deeds.” The man closed the book and explained to his son, “Ariadae. That was your mother’s favorite play. She surely would have liked to come with us tonight, in the company of such a distinguished young man.” He opened up his watch to see an engraving, “For Charlotte” inside.

His blind son spoke, “Why do we die?”

“The dead are never truly dead,” his father explained, “Maybe they’re not here, now. But everything that once lived, lives on forever. In the eternity of time.”

The old man sat remembering this memory of his father when his carriage stopped. He panicked as he heard his coachmen start to speak to someone. He hid his money away as he held close his mother’s favorite play. As the footsteps approached he asked, “Who is there? Who are you?”

“He who has eyes to see,” The Unknown spoke, “and ears to hear may convince himself that no mortal can keep a secret, because if his lips are silent,he chatters with his fingertips. Betrayal oozes out of him at every pore.”

“I…” The old man spoke, “I don’t understand.”

The middle part of the Unknown nodded, “Oh, but you do. You’re going into town to draft a telegram. Because you want to tell the world about us. Are you not?”

The man started to panic, “You’re one of them. A traveler. All those years.” As the man rambled, the Unknown started to take out his wire, “they said my father was insane. But now they are here. The travelers from the future. The world must know that they exist.”

The Unknown shook his head, “What we know… is a drop. What we don’t know is an ocean.” He slowly leaned forward to eand the man’s life.

Eve spoke to Jonas, “The mistake in all of our thinking is that we each believe ourselves to be an independent entity. One self… besides countless other selves.” When Jonas turned to her, she continued, “While, in reality, we’re all just fractions of an infinite whole.”

“What is this place,” Jonas asked Eve, “A copy of my world?”

Eve strolled over to him and asked, “Do you remember what you said to me? Under the bridge? The light. The forest. You. Me.”

“A glitch in the matrix,” Jonas responded. He stared to glare at her and asked, “Why am I here?”

Eve studied him then looked up at the painting, “You and I. Adam and Eve. That’s what we are. A glitch in the matrix. You want to know why you’re here? To save them. Your world and mine.”

“Last night, Kilian Obendorf, Bartosz Tiedemann, Annalise Dahlheim also known as Annalise Kahnwald, and Franziska Doppler, along with Magnus and Martha Nielsen, found an as-yet-unidentified boy’s body on the Doppler property by the forest road. His clothes and the Walkman are from the 1980s,” Ulrich explained with tears in his eyes, “We also found… an ID card on the body.” His eyes shifted to look at the evidence box. Ulrich started to sob and Charlotte walked over to him to give him a hug.

Charlotte turned to Woller and asked, “Woller, may you continue?” She turned to Ulrich and whispered, “Can I talk to you for a second?” Ulrich looked up and followed the woman into the file room. She turned to the defeated man and said, “You don’t have to do this. Woller can do the briefings. I can go to forensics. Go home.”

“I’ve spent 33 years looking for my brother,” Ulrich spoke up against the woman, “Those are his belongings. Those are Mads’ belongings.” He took a deep breath and said, “Someone… Someone kept them all. And then put them on the boy in the bunker. Thirty-three years later.”

Charlotte’s brow furrowed. She asked, “You think it was the same killer? That it’s all connected. Mads, Erik, the boy in the bunker?”

Ulrich looked at her and asked, “Do you know why I joined the police? When my brother disappeared… they made pretty much every mistake you could imagine. The detective was a drunken moron. And me? I swore I’d do it all differently. That I’d do everything right. That was 33 years ago. And what do I do? My marriage is ruined and now I’m cheating on the woman I cheated on my wife with.” Ulrich sighed as Charlotte touched his face, “I can’t do this anymore.” He allowed her to remove her hand and he walked out of the office.

Jonas looked up to see Bartosz strutting in with Martha slowly approaching behind him. Jonas stormed to Bartosz and demanded, “Where were you?” His eyes turned towards Martha and turned back to Bartosz to ask, “What did she tell you?”

“We’ve been stuck here for weeks,” Bartosz responded to the man, “The fucking device is empty. You have no idea how any of this works. All you did was lie! You knew what would happen, and you told us NOTHING!”

Jonas growled, “Don’t you realize she’s just using you?” He motioned towards the girl and spoke, “That isn’t Martha. She’s dead.” His heart ached at his memories, “No one returns from the dead.”

Magnus spoke up and said, “Whoever she is… she may be our only chance to get out of here.”

Bartosz grit his teeth then asked Jonas, “Why don’t you tell us the truth?” When Jonas didn’t say anything, Bartosz stepped closer and growled, “Tell them who really killed Annalise and Martha.”

Jonas’s eyes flinted to Martha then down after hearing Bartosz. He sidestepped and started his way out of the warehouse. Bartosz growled and waited for a moment before going and chasing him outside.

“Bartosz! Wait,” Magnus called as he and Franziska chased after him.

The rain fell as Jonas walked outside. He silently thanked the God forsaken town for complying with his emotions before he heard Bartosz screaming behind him.

“Tell them,” Bartosz demanded. He growled as he pushed the man over, “Tell them who Adam really is!” The two rolled around fighting just as they did 34 years ago before Magnus and Franziska pulled them apart. Magnus held Bartosz back as he screamed at everyone, “I told you all along! Jonas is to blame for everything!” He fought Magnus off and stood away from everyone as he cried, “It’s him. He’s Adam!” When Magnus looked at him in disbelief, Bartosz screamed through his tears once more, “He’s Adam! Adam wasn’t even the one who killed Annalise! It was just him proper! He killed both of them!” He stormed away from the group after asking Jonas, “Couldn’t have both so killed them both? Huh?”

Jonas and Magnus tried to catch their breaths and exchanged a look.

Eve, at the same time in another universe, told Jonas, “In all of that, didn’t you ever wonder, why you can’t let go of them, of her? You knew, you know it’s impossible. Yet still, you can’t let it go.” When Jonas turned to her with tear filled eyes, she continued, “An invisible bond that binds you for eternity. Adam tried to sever it. But that’s impossible.” She took out a silver tree of life necklace and showed it to him, “You gave this to me.”

Jonas took out his Annalise’s necklace and rubbed his dirt covered fingers over it, cleaning the blood off of it.

“You and I,” Eve continued, “Black and white. Light and shadow. We are bound together for eternity in this eternally repeating deja vu.”

Jonas whispered, “What is all this? What do you want?” His voice started to get louder, “Why don’t you just tell me why I’m actually here?”

“You’ve seen what you’ll do,” Eve tried to reason with him, “What Adam will do. If you want to save your Annalise, you have to choose the side of light. And you have to make me what I am today.”

Jonas slowly approached her, “I have to? I don’t have to do anything anymore. I’m sick to death of always having to do things!”

“Then ask yourself,” Eve responded, “what you want.” Watching his face change she asked, “Do you want her to live?”

Annalise awoke, yet she was still face to face with Mads. She screamed and started to cry again. She kicked the small enclosure entrapping her with the dead boy. She heard a very familiar voice call her name. Then Mads slowly turned to Mikkel then to her father. After that, Annalise found herself listening to her father’s voice message and words flowed out of her mouth without consent, “I just called to let you know I had my first kiss today.” Her tears choked her as her voice continued against her will, “I wish you could have met him Dad. His name is Adam and he reminds me so much of you and mom. You would love him just as much as I’ve fallen for him.” As she looked out the window, her vision faded to black. Her throat feeling like it was being filled with water again. When Annalise tried to scream, she found herself in something like a mirror of Martha’s room. Annalise turned and saw a blond boy there laying next to her, fast asleep. He seemed so familiar. Her hand shakely reached out and his name spilled from her lips without knowing, “Jonas?” 

Right when the boy was about to turn, Annalise shot up in her bed in Ulrich’s house. Her breath shaking from terror and crying. She turned towards her phone to see Bartosz had tried to call her. There was a text there saying, ‘If you need to talk, let me know.’

Hannah burst into the room, “Annalise!” She quickly waddled to the girl and held her closely as the teenager started to scream, “Shhhh… It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m here.” Hannah kissed the girl’s head as she rocked with her, “I’m here.” As she rocked the girl, her eyes started to trace the electrical burn scars on the teenager, yet she said nothing.

Martha stared up at the ceiling in her room. After finding the body last night, it was the last straw and Katharina forced her to come back home to be with her family instead of staying the night with Annalise. When Ulrich was finally able to come home that night, he drove his daughter back to his ex-wife. She sighed remembering that argument and the one before it where Hannah, her, and her mother argued about where Martha should be with as Annalise stood there just zoning out repeatedly and mumbling to herself some physics equations. Katharina had only conceded from seeing Annalise and knowing that the girl probably needed someone. So she made the condition that once Ulrich was back home, he was to bring Martha back. She heard the doorbell ring and sighed as she got out of bed. When she answered the door, there in front of her was Ulrich. “Dad,” she asked in disbelief.

“Can I come inside,” he asked his daughter.

Martha sighed and begrudgingly allowed the man inside. They stood in front of the staircase.

Ulrich asked, “Is Magnus here too?”

Martha studied her father trying to get a read on him, “I think he’s still sleeping.”

Ulrich nodded and told the girl, “You have to tell me the truth. What really happened in the bunker?” When his daughter looked at him again in disbelief, he continued, “What did you see?”

“I did tell the truth,” Martha said, “we went in and the bunker was empty. There was nobody there! Then there was a light. And then this...this body fell down. Annalise fainted at the sight of it.”

“Had you taken anything,” Ulrich asked accusingly.

“What,” Martha questioned him.

As Magnus walked down the stairs, Ulrich asked again, “Did that Kilian kid give you anything?” Magnus just finished walking down the stairs when Ulrich turned to him and asked, “Come on, what did you take?”

“What is this shit,” Magnus sneered at this father, “Are you playing worried father now? Why don’t you ask your precious new daughter?” Martha looked at her brother and shook her head, yet he continued, “You usually don’t give a shit about us!”

Martha crossed her arms and shrugged, “It’s just as we told you. There was this noise...It came from the caves...or the ground,...or… I don’t know. We went to the bunker. At first there was nothing there, then...he...he was just lying there.”

Ulrich turned away and stared out into the dining room calculating what was going on.

“Is that all,” Magnus growled at his father. When his father turned to look at him again, Magnus replied, “Mom will be back any moment. You’d better go. But it was nice of you to drop by to see how we’re doing.” When Ulrich reached up to caress him, Magnus took a step back.

Hannah walked through the halls of the police station with a tray of brownies. When she was greeted by Woller and Charlotte, she asked, “Is Ulrich here? I’ve been trying to reach him all morning. Annalise is having nightmares and just woke up finally.”

Charlotte shook her head and said, “I thought he went home.”

Hannah studied the woman for a second. Her mind started to wonder. “You look so different,” commented the woman, “Did you get a haircut?”

Charlotte shook her head, “No.”

Hannah looked her up and down. She laughed, then hugged the woman. She took her smell in deeply. She pulled away and waited a moment before saying, “It’s nice to see you. I’ll just put this in his office.”

Charlotte turned and watched her go.

Hannah closed the door behind her and walked to place the container on his desk. She looked up as she realized who it was that Ulrich was cheating on her with. She left as the pictures of his children, Annalise with Martha, and herself with him burned their place on his desk.

Annalise sat there staring at the wall. Her brain running six different directions just trying to figure everything out. She ran her fingers through her hair as she screamed. She yelled and closed her eyes. Everything that happened kept running in her head. Her dreams danced in her head. She felt empty. There was a pulling inside of her. She ran out to the woods and screamed again. It felt as if someone was tugging at a string within her. Plucking at it, like a chord of a guitar.

“Can we talk,” Martha asked her brother as she walked in.

Magnus rolled his eyes, “Get lost.” He assumed she was going to scold him about what he said about Annalise. 

Martha, instead, walked in and sat next to Magnus, “Last night…in the forest... Did you see anything else?”

“No,” Magnus told her, “Like what?”

Martha turned away from her brother and asked, “Do you sometimes feel like you’re losing your mind? That nothing makes sense anymore?” She sighed and commented, “Maybe… Dad is right.” When Magnus looked at her confused, she said, “Maybe he was already lying there.” She shrugged and said, “And...we…”

Magnus stared at her and stated, “I know what I saw.” Martha and he sat quietly for a minute before she stood up and walked to his window. “Where are you going,” he asked.

“Don’t tell Mom,” Martha replied, “I’ll be back for dinner.” She opened the window and left.

“Everything repeats itself,” Eve told Jonas, “Again and again for all eternity. Because none of us is prepared to let go.” She lifted up a light and walked over to Jonas, “It took me a long time to understand that. That you can’t let go of your past. That you will always choose her, always choose your Annalise.” She nodded and told him, “And just as you can’t let go of your past, I’ve spent my life clinging to mine.” She made a face then told him, “You trusted Adam. But where did that lead you?” She walked to Jonas and said, “You have to show her, Martha, how everything is connected. You don’t have much time left. She has to see her future in order to understand what must be done.” She handed him the lantern and spoke, “She will follow you. She is bound to your fate, just as you are to hers.”

Jonas grabbed it from her and turned away. He looked at Eve and wondered if she knew what he was thinking. He walked out of the office determined to find Annalise before trying to go forward with Eve’s plan.

In Adam’s world, Martha looked down at the necklace in her hand. She quickly hid it after hearing a knock on the door. She pushed herself closer towards the window as she looked to see who was coming in.

Jonas opened the door and closed it behind him. He stood in the middle of the room and said, “You said I was in your world. With you. Why can’t I remember it?”

“I don’t know,” Martha told the man, “That letter… I didn’t write it.” She slowly approached him and said, “You have to believe me.” As he turned away, she spoke again, “Sic Mundus, what is it?”

Jonas sighed, “Old Tannhaus’ father… tried to bring someone back from the dead. His wife. He was convinced that the ability to time-travel would be the world’s salvation. Every mistake could be prevented before it even occurs. But it doesn’t bring salvation. Only Damnation.”

Martha took a deep breath and growled, “They’re all dead. In my world. I can’t help hoping I can change that.” He glared at her as he tried to walk away, but the girl grabbed him, “I know you think you can’t trust me. I want to prove to you that you can.” She brought him out into the woods and unburied her ball to show him the device she used to get there.”

“This is what you used to travel,” He asked.

Martha nodded at him. She undid a dial and took out a small dark ball, “this is the last one I have.” She held it out to him, “It’s the only way I can go back again.”

Jonas sighed as he took it from her.

Eve sat in her office waiting for her son and Mary. The Unknown walked in with all materials he had grabbed for her. 

The Unknown told his birth mother, “You could have told him which path you’re sending him down. How it will end.”

Eve shrugged as she explained, “He will never stop trying to break this cycle. He’ll never understand that we must preserve the knot. That his Annalise must die. So all the others can live.”

She stared at her son as she opened the leather planner, “The beginning and the end.”

Jonas walked out of the cave and through the woods. He heard sobbing and screaming he only knew as Annalise and ran towards it.

Charlotte walked to the bunker and called Ulrich. She asked him to call her back as she approached the door. She opened it up and walked inside. She stared at the chalk outline and started to investigate. When she knelt down, under a bench she found a penny with a red string around it as if like a necklace.

On the other side of town, Helge sat repeating to himself, “Tick tock. Tick tock.” He looked up and started to walk out of the house to try to stop it.

Bartosz exited Mary’s car. He sighed and looked towards the power plant. As his eyes scanned, he noticed a figure stumbling across the street. Normally he wouldn’t think anything of it, but it looked very familiar. The beating of his heart echoed in his ears when he realized just who it was. He jogged across the street and called, “Anna.”

Jonas was just about to interrupt the girl’s drinking when he heard Bartosz’s voice. The boy had been following her for a while, but he didn’t know how to approach her, so instead he just decided to watch her from afar. He slunked back into the shadows right out of sight of the two. His heart raced. He knew what was going to happen.

Annalise took another large drink of her mixed drink a very kind older man had given her. She smiled gently. It reminded her of the drinks she heard about back home. Fruit punch, Red Bull, vodka mixed in the right fashion still only seemed like fruit punch. He had given her a large bottle just with a few bucks and for “looking cute.” She drank as she made her way to the bus stop out of Winden. The burning sensation masking her brain being torn apart at the seams. 

Bartosz easily caught up to the girl and grabbed her arm, “Anna! What are you doing, idiot?!” He kept a firm grip on her. Frustration rose into his chest. Where did she even get what she was drinking? Where was she going? Shouldn’t she be with Martha or nearly anyone else? She never went anywhere alone.

“I’m going home,” she answered simply, “Now please let me go.” She tried to jerk away.

He shook his head, “What are you drinking? Your place is that way.” He gestured with his shoulder towards where she lived with Ulrich and Hannah. He stared at the girl floundering to get away from him. His heart started to ache. More than that. He was angry. Furious even. Filled to the brim with an anger he had never known before.

Annalise started to cry as she tried to tear away from his grip, “Let me go!” She started to yell at him. Tears built up pressure behind her eyes as she remembered back to what had driven her to this point. How she wished for the rain to finally start in this God abandoned town. The wind howled as it shook the trees awake. At least, she reasoned, that was on her side. “Let me go Bartosz,” she repeated screaming at him with the full force she wanted to let out at everyone.

Jonas felt powerless. Here he was watching a mirror of what happened that night. His throat dried up. His heart started to ache. It was being tugged in so many directions. Jonas wanted to interrupt. He wanted to run, yet his feet stayed firmly rooted in the ground. It was as if the Knot wanted him to see this. It was its punishment for him kissing Martha that night. It was punishment for taking Lise for granted.

“No!” Bartosz roared back at her. He pulled her into his arms. His heart raced. He just wanted her to calm down. He knew instantly then that he loved her. All this time was just him lying to himself trying to keep the status quo and hoping things were going to go back to the way they were before his mother died. He wrapped himself around her. Was she always this tiny, he wondered. It was his first time ever fully embracing her. He had to bend down a bit to bury his face into her shoulder and neck. Oh, how it felt nice to finally hold someone, to hold her, in his arms, but he couldn’t dwell on his own happiness. He needed her to be happy. He thirst to see her smiling and laughing again. That happy radiant infectious smile that he loved seeing across her face. 

Annalise beat her fists into the taller boy as the tears fell from her eyes. She continued to scream at him to let her go. The girl struggled as he just held her in an embrace. Her breathing was off. The thumping his chest made as she hit it reminded her how her heart felt when they saw the boy just drop in the bunker like that. She just wanted to go back home but she could never tell him that. Annalise hated every moment of this. She hated every moment of Winden. She just wanted to go back in time to right before they saw that moment and never see that poor dead boy just drop...Before she agreed to help that short haired Martha... Before she was trapped with that dead boy...

Bartosz pulled his face away. There was something he had heard Magnus mention before while Mikkel was throwing a tantrum. He needed to distract her from her emotions so that Annalise could actually TELL him what was going on. He sighed knowing he was going to hate himself later for indulging the part of him that loved her without ever telling her that, but he had to do it. With one hand, he trapped her wrists from continuing to beat into his chest. The other he used to grab the back of her head. Bartosz pressed his lips against hers. 

The girl froze. His lips were so desperate. She could feel his yearning for her to stop and think about what she was doing. She didn’t pull away. Instead, she allowed herself to kiss him back. There was a saltiness to it, yet tender and warm. Soon, she felt her wrists freed from his grip. She just gently rested her hands against the boy’s chest as his now unoccupied hand found a new home at the small of her back. Annalise’s heart fluttered. She felt as if drunk, longing for love, and finally acquired a bit of that feeling of being wanted.

Bartosz pulled her closer. He clinged to her as they slowly deepened their kiss. They both wanted this for such a long time. He sighed happily as her arms slowly started to snake their way off his chest to around his neck to play with his long hair. He let one of his arms slide under her so that he could scoop her up while they were still making out. He lifted her up into his arms and walked over to the bus stop so that the side of it could be used to stabilize the couple. He pressed her back against it as he could feel the both of them getting weak from the lack of breath and their hearts racing quickly.

The hidden boy’s heart shattered as it fell to the cement. He wondered how much of this was like that night and how much wasn’t. Jonas could see how much heat and longing was between the other two teenagers. They were so desperate for the other one to be close to them that the rest of the world didn’t exist. He didn’t exist. He wasn’t supposed to exist.

Bartosz eventually pulled away gently. Annalise reached up and pressed his forehead against hers. Her eyes closed as the last of her tears drained from her. He calmed himself and asked, “Anna, what’s wrong?” He gently brushed her wild hair from her face, unstuck some strands stuck around her eyes from her tears, and put it in a place not easy to get stuck there again.

Her face contorted in agony. The fountain of sorrow slowly turned back on. Something about this moment felt as if something similar had happened before. It felt as if she, him, the moment, it was all supposed to happen. “I,” she started. She took a breath and then confessed, “I am so scared. What does this all mean Bartosz? There is so much going on in the world now and I’m scared. I don’t know what I’m… I don’t know what role we play in this...” She choked on her words and started to cough.

Bartosz cooed at her and held her close once more, “I know. I know. It’s okay.” He swallowed hard and rocked with her. Bartosz gently kissed her head every so often as he just kept her safe within his arms. The boy just repeated that it was okay, that he was there with her, he wasn’t going to leave her, that everything was going to be okay until he could feel her body start to go limp. She must have been exhausted, he figured. He lifted her up and tried to figure out how to manage her with a bike. In the end, he called his father to come pick them up. He took off the jacket his mother had gifted him and put it on the girl as they waited.

Jonas turned finally unstuck from the Knot. He tracked his way back to where he knew he had to be, with this world’s Martha and to try and fix this world so that his could be fixed and he could go back home to his Lise. Be in her arms once more where she clung to him like that. Where she loved him, when she loved him. Not seeing some stranger with her face loving the boy that shared the same face as his best friend back home. 

Martha walked over to Kilian’s trailer and knocked on the door. She stood back for him and spoke, “Hey.”

He responded back, “Hey.”

Martha stood there staring at him.

“What are you doing here,” He asked the girl.

Martha shook her head, “You weren’t at the dorm. I was worried.”

Kilian grabbed her arm and walked with her away from the trailer, “They kicked me out. Your father called. He wanted to know if I slipped you guys something.”

“Did you,” She asked.

“Fuck no,” He gowled, “No, I didn’t.” He shook his head, “But sure, none of you can get it out of your system. I haven’t lived here for two years, but I’m still the trailer park trash everyone points fingers at.” When Martha didn’t respond, he sneered, “I knew it.”

“What did you know,” she asked him.

He shook his head and said, “That you were only with me to rile up your parents. You didn’t give a shit about me or Erik.”

Martha scoffed at him. If she really wanted to do that, she would have just dated Annalise. She turned her head back towards him. She wasn’t really able to fight back though. Maybe she really was and he was just the safe option.

Kilian turned away and told her, “You’d better go.”

Martha fought back her tears as she whispered, “Okay.”

The boy turned and walked away leaving her alone in the park with Jonas there watching.

“About Regina…” Hannah spoke to Aleksader, “I’m sorry. It must be very difficult for you.” She paused, then asked, “How are you? Bartosz?”

Aleksander nodded and told her, “We’re managing.” He turned towards the pictures on his desk and stared at them.

“I…” Hannah spoke, “I hear that Annalise and Bartosz really like each other.”

Aleksander nodded, “My son speaks of her pretty often. Please, tell me why you are here.”

Hannah shifted awkwardly and got to the point, “I’d like to propose a deal.”

“A deal,” he questioned the woman.

Hannah looked down at her purse, “I have something that belongs to you. I’d like to return it.” She carefully pulled out the bag from 1986 and slid it towards him. As his face changed she asked, “Do you recognize it? Don’t worry. The contents are in a safe place.”

 Aleksander asked quivering, “What do you want? Do you want money?”

“I don’t want money,” Hannah told him, “I want you to destroy Charlotte. I want her to lose everything. Everything.”

Charlotte drove to the church meeting her husband who was talking to a man inside. When she walked in, Peter stood up.

“Charlotte,” Peter asked, “What are you doing here?”

“Thank you,” The man told the pastor before leaving.

Charlotte slowly approached the man and said, “I tried to get a hold of you. I went to the bunker. Why aren’t you home with Franziska?”

Peter shrugged, “I…”

Charlotte shrugged it off and asked, “Last night, where was Helge? You said you ate dinner with him. Where was he afterwards?”

“What is this,” Peter asked her.

“In 1987, when you came to Winden, did your father still live in the cabin,” she asked the man.

Peter shook his head, “I don’t understand.”

“Did he or didn’t he,” Charlotte pressed on.

“No,” Peter shook his head, “After the accident he was moved into the nursing home.”

“And the summer before, in 86,” she asked.

Peter nodded, “I think so. Why do you want to know?”

“Did he use the bunker for anything?”

“Charlotte,” Peter approached her, “What do you want from me?”

She pulled the penny from out her jacket and showed it to him, “This is Helge’s. I found it in the bunker.”

Peter huffed and shook his head, “That...That can’t be. He was with us all night.” He answered his phone to hear that Helge had left the nursing home. He turned to her and said, “Helge’s at the police station and he made a confession.”

Annalise started to stir as she felt the atmosphere around her change. She was warm and cuddling something soft. This was very pleasant compared to last night and how horribly she slept then. She hummed happily, slowly waking up. She could hear a man and a very familiar boy’s voice talking.

Aleksander looked at his son in the rear view mirror with the girl snuggled up to him. “So,” he started to ask, “Is this the girl?”

Bartosz’s face flushed, “What do you mean?” He asked nervously. He started to awkwardly chuckle, “I mean, it’s just Annalise, Dad. You two have met before.”

“Have I,” Aleksander teased, “I don’t remember you telling me you liked her this much.” He chuckled, “You know I was around your age when I met your mom right?”

Bartosz thanked God that Annalise was asleep and couldn’t hear his father embarrassing him, or so he thought. Bartosz groaned, “You don’t have to embarrass me in front of her do you?”

Aleksander chuckled, “I thought she was asleep.”

“Still,” Bartosz complained. He looked over to the girl cuddled up to his side once more. A small smile graced his lips as he moved some of the hair from her face again. He couldn’t complain too much. The thought of her being like this with any other person ate him inside. So somewhere deep inside he knew that if they were together forever, that he would be happy.

When Peter and Charlotte reached the station, Peter asked his father, “Dad, why are you saying this? It makes no sense at all.” He turned to Woller and explained, “He didn’t leave the house. I was with him all night. Elisabeth was there too.”

Helge spoke again, “I killed the boy.”

“Dad,” Peter scolded the man, “Cut it out!”

Charlotte spoke up, “His things… The walkman. The clothes. Those are Mads Nielsen’s things, the boy who disappeared in 1986. Do you remember that?”

“I killed him,” Helge repeated.

“Who,” she asked, “Mads?”

Ulrich stormed into the station. He turned towards Helge and asked, “Where did you get his stuff?” The man rushed forward and grabbed onto the man despite Peter’s yells in protest, “What did you do to Mads?” He yelled at the older man, “What did you do to him?!”

“You’re alive,” Helge asked, staring at the man.

“What,” Ulrich asked.

Helge spoke, “It was you.”

“What was me,” Ulrich asked, pulling the man out of the chair as the other officers tried to pull Ulrich away from Helge.

“It was him,” Helge spoke, “It was him.” Helge held up the penny in his own things.

Charlotte looked down and unfolded her napkin to see the penny she had was still in her possession. It was the same coin, yet… two places at the same time.

Martha walked in the woods alone. She was determined to try and get to Annalise to talk to her when she heard a rustle in the bushes. When Jonas revealed himself from the shadows, she asked him, “What is this? Are you following me? Why won’t you tell me how we know each other? How you know Annalise?” 

“Actually,” Jonas spoke, “You and I, we’ve always known each other.” When Martha swallowed, Jonas approached her, “When Magnus knocked your tooth out in kindergarten… I was there. When Mikkel put spiders in your shoes while camping in the yard… On the third grade class trip… when you were so homesick that Katharina had to come get you. You met Annalise and she told you how your father scared her because she didn’t know German really well to cheer you up on your first day back to school.” He whispered, “Where I come from, you and I share a past.”

Martha shook her head, “You’re nuts.” She turned to walk away from him.

“Last night,” Jonas told her, “in the forest. You saw yourself.” He shook his head and said, “I know how completely insane this all sounds. For the longest time, I too thought it was all totally crazy. That I was crazy.”

“Who are you really,” She asked the boy.

“I can show you,” Jonas explained, “How it’s all connected.”

It wasn’t long before they reached the Tiedemann abode. Annalise knew it was wrong to still pretend she was fully asleep, but when Bartosz scooped her up into his arms to carry her, she didn’t want it to stop. She listened as he mumbled to himself.

Bartosz debated on where to put Annalise, “I could put her in the guest bedroom. But that’s halfway across the house and what if she needs me? I am not going to put her on the couch. I know that much. But… My bedroom… would she be weirded out by that? Would-” He felt her move. He nearly dropped her from surprise. He panicked pulling her closer to him once more. He asked the girl, “Annalise?”

Annalise’s smile couldn’t contain itself any longer hearing his verbal debate. She let out a small giggle surprising the boy. She squealed as she felt herself drop for a moment before he grabbed her once again. The girl clung onto him. She turned to face him once more, “Yes?”

“How long have you been awake,” He asked, walking her into his room and gently placing her on his bed.

Annalise smiled and sat up. Still a little buzzed, she asked, “Do you really want to know?” She looked around his room. It was different. His room was full of dark colors and scattered books, diagrams, and hastily scribbled notes. There was an attached bathroom that seemed nice and light though. Yet still it felt like an empty shell. She yawned and turned to him as he helped remove his coat from her. Her voice strained as she looked at him beggingly, “Stay?”

In the other world, Jonas placed the ball into a large bowl. He walked to the control panel and started up the machine. He stared intently at it as the liquid slowly arose up and formed a ball. Sadly it was not enough energy to hold it. 

After it dropped, the group converged on the bowl to investigate. Sensing someone was missing, Franziska looked up and around. After accounting for who was there, she asked, “Where’s Martha?”

The group all looked up to find the girl missing. Jonas, then, knew, she had lied to him.

Martha rushed back to her room and placed a new ball into her sphere and set it to go to her new objective.

The group walked into the bedroom just as she disappeared. Jonas turned to Bartosz and glared at him as if to say, ‘I told you.’ 

In the other world, Bartosz blushed and took a step back. He blinked wondering if he really heard what she had asked. He dropped the coat in his hands. He shook his head and bent down to pick it up. While he wasn’t staring at her, he asked, “Stay?” He slowly looked up to try and gauge her reaction.

Annalise nodded, “Please?” She grabbed one of his hands and pulled him towards the bed.

Breathless, Bartosz struggled out, “Wait. Just…” He held up the coat once more and slid his hand away so that he could go and put up his coat. His heart raced. He tried to calm himself as his back was turned to her. The boy knew his father wouldn’t care so he couldn’t use that as an excuse. He was shaking with nervousness. He really wished his mom was here so that she could help him with this. Annalise’s small voice pulled him from his thoughts.

“Bartosz,” Annalise asked. When he turned his head, she blushed and asked, “Can I have some water?”

Bartosz nodded quickly and rushed out of the room closing the door behind him. 

Martha followed Jonas to the cave. Right before she walked into it, she got a text from Annalise and Bartosz. The one from Annalise was her asking if Martha was okay and that Kilian had texted her to tell her what had happened. The text from Bartosz consisted of, ‘Annalise is staying over. Help?’ She shook her head and stared at Jonas.

Jonas looked at her and asked, “Is everything okay?”

Martha nodded, “Yeah.” She hid her heart breaking from the boy and started to follow behind him into the cave.

Helge stared at his hands as he sat in a cell.

Martha and Jonas continued through the caves as Charlotte turned away from Ulrich sitting sadly at his desk staring at the picture of him and Hannah.

Hannah walked into her and Ulrich’s bedroom to see the bed perfectly made up and her husband not there. She turned and walked out the door just as Jonas and Martha approached their door.

Eve looked down in her hand to look at Jonas’s Annalise’s necklace and then looked up at the pictures of Adam and Eve.

Bartosz walked to the kitchen and grabbed her bottled water. On his way back, he saw his dad.

Aleksander could read Bartosz’s hesitation all over his face. He chuckled and sat on one of the bar stools. “Something the matter,” He teased.

Bartosz jumped, “No. No. Nothing’s wrong. Everything’s good.” He blushed and tried to stand up taller to seem more confident. He ran his fingers through his hair, “What would be wrong? Everything is perfect.”

Aleksander chuckled, “Maybe the girl in your room?”

“What,” Bartosz unconvincingly laughed, “Annalise?” He shook his head with a giant uneasy smile, “No. There’s nothing…”

Aleksander laughed, “She woke up, didn’t she?”

“She wants me to stay,” Bartosz admitted, “I mean it’s not like it's the first time with someone, but like...What if she doesn’t just want to sleep? In my bed?”

Aleksander leaned on his elbow with his chin in his hand. He chuckled, “Well, it's just a question of if you’d want to, yeah?”

Bartosz’s face glowed, “It’s not just that simple. She’s… I…”

“So you don’t want to,” Aleksander asked.

Bartosz shook his head, “No! I mean… I’d like to, but she’s drunk…” He looked towards his room.

Aleksander nodded, "Well, have you tried talking to her about this?"

Bartosz blushed, "What? No. I… I mean I guess I can. I should."

Aleksander stood up and patted his son's shoulder, "I'm heading to sleep. Stay safe. Pleasant dreams." He walked back to his bedroom.

In the other world, Martha walked through the halls of the decrypted nuclear power plant on September 20, 2053, she walked into a room to be greeted by a gravely voice, “Did you give it to him?” 

When Martha nodded, Adam turned to tell her, “I was always too gullible.” He turned back to look at the machine and said, “You did the right thing.”

Back in Eve’s World, Bartosz walked back into his bedroom to find Annalise not there. He heard the shower running and sighed in contentment. He blinked as he realized she didn't have a change of clothes. He knocked on the door and called, "do you need some clean clothes?"

The water stopped and he heard walking towards the door. She peeked her head out the door, "I'm sorry. I stole some of your pyjamas." She walked away to go grab it. Bartosz blushed seeing her naked form from the display of mirrors. He turned away with closed eyes. When she came back, she showed him what she stole. They were his soft plaid flannel ones that he loved. Not that he would admit that he loved them to his friends due to them being part of a matching set for his family and normally worn for celebrating holidays. 

"Oh," Bartosz nodded, "okay." He turned away and told her, “You can let me know if you need anything else.”

The girl was very quick to walk out. His pants were extremely baggy on her due to his height over her. She was still buttoning the shirt and seemed to be having a bit of issues. She grumbled at the shirt, “Stupid ass buttons.” Eventually, she got it and smiled up at him, “Thank you.” Her face became a little bit more serious, “You know, you don’t have to stay if you don’t want to… I just thought… You know…”

“It’s not that I don’t want to,” He said hurriedly. His breath caught in his throat trying to explain, “I just didn’t want to make you feel like I’m taking advantage…”

Annalise smiled gently. She closed the distance between them and kissed him gently. She pulled away and shook her head, “You wouldn’t be. I’ve been wanting this.” She pressed her lips against his once more.

Bartosz smiled against the kiss then kissed her back. He wrapped his arms around her once again. He scooped her up once again. The boy walked them to his bed and gently sat down keeping her in his lap for the moment.

Annalise giggled against his lips and pulled them down so that they were laying down staring at each other. She smiled and asked, “Do you think that people are meant to meet?”

Bartosz nodded, “Yeah. I mean statistically it would be impossible for us to meet any other way.” He pulled them towards the head of the bed when he saw her yawn again. He chuckled, “You’re exhausted. Please allow yourself sleep. I will be right here in the morning.”

She yawned and nodded, “Promise?”

“Promise,” he kissed her head and tucked her in before going to get changed and showered himself.

Jonas walked with Martha into her 2052. He stumbled out seeing it so bright and more like a desert.

“What is this place,” Martha asked the boy as they walked through the blistering heat under the blazing sun. They looked around to see the debris of trees before just seeing a sandpit, “Where are we?” She turned to him and asked, “Did you do this? How did you do that?”

Jonas simply told the girl, “She told me to bring you here. That she’d explain it to you.”

“Who,” She asked. They turned to see a lone woman walking towards them. Martha asked, “Who is that?”

The woman stopped in front of them and took off her wraps to reveal herself, “Welcome to the future.”

[izcomics]

Okay but do you have any irken headcanons since Jhonen obviously isn’t gonna give us some worldbuilding for awhile?

OKOKOKOK ONE OF MY BIG HEADCANONS IS THAT IRKENS ARE NATURALLY AFFECTIONATE... bare with me im horrible at worldbuilding .. but... their paks just nullify it in order for them to be the perfect stone-cold killing machines w no sympathy for the creatures and planets they plan to conquer 

like for example heres a pakless smeet just popping into existence !!! smiling and calling zim papa!!!!!! NOT UNLIKE...

OUR DEFECTIVE ZIM!!!!!! WHOS KNOWN TO GET ATTACHED TO ROBOTS, HIS LEADERS, AND EVEN HIS ENEMIES TO THIS DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO zim is much much much much MUCH more affectionate than other irkens though he seems mean sometimes its just because hes adapted to his environment n the way everyone else acts. at his center hes a goopy dumbfuck who loves and loves loving.

while i think irkens are able to have healthy relationships with each other, they definitely dont function the same way as what we would call normal like. theres none of that Very Obvious ‘i care about you’ stuff going on, no compliments or words of affirmation, no out-of-nowhere physical touches to show appreciation (hugs, pats on the back, whatever), none of that!!! (hehe unlike zim and gir :}) eand I BLAME THE PAKS!

yes i am shmoopy no i will not ever stop ❤️ jhonens gonna have to kill me himself if he wants me to stop analyzing his funny angsty cartoon and making it cuddly. thanks for coming to my ted talk

[lostinathoughtonceagain]

Im not sure where to start although i feel like i alwyas start with that.My mom says i seem to be doing  alot better and inn truth i am. I feel more myself and joyous and mre personality, and than theres still an emptiness that creeps in. The sort of weird shame feeling i used to get in mornings or without a shirt on, i got it today after grabbing clothes from my moms. maybe this is just a personal issue but im trying not to isolate myself in my emotions. TI appreicate and find it hard to understand the idea of common humanity. It is true humans all epereince these emotions and it is only to ones disadvantage when we tell ourselves were the only ones who have ever felt these emotions. In truth we are the only ones who experience things given we all have different perspectives, childhoods, personalities, and biology of our brains.. yet i think that an important to try to find the common humanity. empathy, relating to one another. we are more alike than we are different. YOu know when your on the freeway and you wonder where are all these people going. Myabe some are picking up there kids, going to a booty call, stopping to grab bananas at the store, and we wont ever know, everyone is all doing there own thing, eveyone is jsut driving just going to work doing things and im wo dering if anyone else is freaked out about what is happening. Why the hell are we here?n why iseveryone not freaking out with the little time we have, i want to make the most out of what is happeing i dont want to waste any more time not being  where i want to be, i wanted to be skinny so i can go on with my life. But i geuess thats alos the point of life. ive been so worried about living that i havnt actually been living. Im failing at an attempt to handle my shit. I look back on the past and how come i can only think, mostly think of the bad things. The relationships that i shouldve ended sooner cuz i didnt really lvoe them as i thought love would be. THey were all merely a disspointment. That sounds rude but to put it this way i alwyas thought there was something better for me. MY parents used to say at times “its never enough for you katie” maybe that is true. maybe im never satisidef. Maybe it was because they were tired and had tried there best and i failed because my needs wernt meant. not that they were needs. I think back to guys ive hooked up with and wish i had higher standards. why did i find satisfaction in attention from people that didnt even care about me. WHen guys used me and i was glad to let them. Especailly when i had previous ly had crsushes on them. FUCK BOYS WITH J names. i dont know why im writing as if im writing a story. maybe it makes it easier maybeim trying to articulate my thoughts into something there not. I think about things that have happened and hope i can maybe use them as a testimony maybe ill meet the love of my life adn get to share all these stories... but i dont things play out like that and thats a weird perspective to have on things thsat occur. Like as if im a narrator. I would get so ecited to send cute pictures of myself when i was  baby and show my boyfriends, or share things with them but then i realized something. they dont care, well definlty not like me. That ecitement about it is not the same as the one im epereiecning and when i was sent baby pictures of them, i didnt feel that warmth in my heart. maybe that makes me a bitch or emotionally disconnected. but how do i know if im feelin. what connections have i made. I used to want to be under the influence and gina my therapist said that people go to substances to feel connection. When i was on coke, life was beautiful i could talk to anyoe and everyone adn words flowed so well. In my head, looking back i probably looked like a crack head and thats the reality of it. I can manipulate my reality but to what is its value if its a lie. if no one else feels or sees what im seeing. ona  nother thought  i think we can make up these sotries in our heads that arnt even true. like somone tells us something or we feel a certain way about ourself so and it ends upso our whole olives our affected by this painting in our head only to find out no one sees what were seeing. my dad said that we can change the past, welll we can change our past by changing how we look at it. and i think if we could grasp it it would change our lives. I think that i could look back and not feel that shame, or not feel that embarressment. But am i not a sum of all the words thoughts and actions ive done or had uot o this point? thats depressing, but if it were something i was proud of then yes i would like to be. but the truth is all wehave is the now and you can start now being a totally different person, but you cant run away from all the consequences of the past i guess they jsut dont matter if you decide to change. but then what about bridges burned. i guess my plan b ina  sense is to run away to another country. but then theres legal issues and this whole system and ates and bad guys and tso m8uch to worry about that i dont feela  sense of freedom. my information is online and under a sytem and i undertsadn why i just wish everything could be quiet for sa sec. mayeb i dont want to be aktie stowers anymore. I get jealos of girls born and raised pretyy. all ive done is starved myself in the process of becoming what i want to be but thats not even me. if i have to starve to et there then i feel as though i dont actuallyl deserve to be skinny. and i fee l so vain for obsessing over this fucking thought. iw anted to be skinny this is what ive said from the beginging can someoine please help me do it. the probelm is that im in treatment for anoreica sub purge type and the reality is that i cant lose weight withought going to etreme measures. it became the most important thing in my life and ive been strung up on the same thought since fucking march of 2018. talk about time wasted. although i know thats no way of looking at it. ive learned lessons and have ad so many beautiufl things happpen. I get told very kind things about myself. i wonder if im actually a kind person or i only do things simply to be a kind person. if eel kinda selfish but i guess we all are. i mean think about how amny bad things are happening in this world and children starving and here i am buying things i dont need anf focuing on myself. but im not doing anything about it. i mean i try to tip etra give to homless ifi can i just feel guilt because i could be doing more but ijalso know that im not responsibly to save the world. jsut seems wrong the way things are. thats why i believe everyone goes to heaven. maybe because i cant wrap my head around the possily fact that barrett wouldnt and also becasue the idea of eternal damnation dosnt seem like the character of a god i want to serve. i see so much bullshit in the church and i just dont know . am i jsut angry. I became so jdugemntal of those judging me and thats just as worse but when theres almost a cluba nd you dont fit into there critera it fucking hutts. and that dosnt feel liek jesus i think jesus wouldnt let us be seperated by rleigion or if you drank last weekend. I think we should all unite and love each other and thats what reallly matters. yet here i am obsessed over being skinny. im down to 4 hour as of yesterday and i feel so much better i do. i just wish i could have one long 2 day therapy session whre i fucking figure out all my shit. ive gone to so much therapy and its been etremly helpful i jsut dont wanna waste anymore time with this baggage. I dont wanna go a minute longer when i could giure all this out. i guess what im saying is i want my life tp be an open canvas and not be unravveling and my childhood issues poopping up.. i want to go into the fututre knowing what i know adn epeireicning my life as it plays out. but i am 18 ishouldnt be thinking this much into things huh i should just let it be and lvie my life. i should be doung homework an teting my frienfds or going on a date. but thats not ther eality of things and alos i think ill look abck and things will be different. IOm also int reatment rn so oviously my situation is not exactly normal. i really do love to write i used to always want to be an author. but i dont kno0w anymore. i jsut dont really like how the sytem works i hate how we all have to go to college amd study things i dont give a fuck about and then some struggle at there 9-5 to merely surve eand ig uess i dont like the thoughr of that. and i know were suppsoed to find joys in the little things i think things are jsut freaking me out. iw ant to quit smoking nicatine but everyday i go out and do it. ig uess that meanns i dont really want to stop because if i did i would. i  and then i feel slightly guilty and opackiy because his is the only boduy im given. like does that not freak everyone out. this is the only way we are able to eperience life. think about how quickly it can be ended. i think that is too much pwier overmyself. nmot that im suicidal but i do think i hgave the power to find out super son what is after this life. judgment day, pure nothingness, maybe ill become a=one of the many ants i ahev enjoyed killed as a punsihemtn for msyelf. or hoe[fully and maybe ill entire a heaven with a lovuing god. a state of being with loved ones. I think thats why people like the idea of heavn the idea that you will see people later. but that discount the factof pain. when someones child dies they dont feel any less pain because a verse about being reunited with the,. because the truht im scared to tyee is that theres a possibility heaven isnt rela. and the loved one that is lost will never be in your reaach again.i feel sad for how ome peoples lifeves go. i hope they get a chance in the after life to have what they wanted. but then i think abotu abd guys. i wouldnt want them in my heaven. i guess maybe who we all our at our core is who would be in heaven beyond all the nasty. yet i dont believ flesh is nasty and i dont believ trying my whole life to not be something i was made to be. if my flesh is evil adn mankind is doomed what the fuck is that. i dont think god would set us upnto fail and i believ ehe understands we are human. and gpd is god and god knew everything that was going to happen up to npw. u know whats crazy is that on the time line we are on the edge of what is to come. being aluive rn. and its crazy that i wont be here in 100 years. ill be merely history. but rn we are whats happneing 7:12 november 11th. we are up to datebecause we are merely aliver. unless there is different universes and this is m,erely a simulation. but besides the point. barrett was talking about just how many books songs and information there is. that makes me pancik there is so many people so many things i could learn and musici could listen to that no one can listen to it all. maybe theresa song out there that is my favorite son that ill never get to lsiten to but i gues si jsut have to trust that the universe ligns up as it should and my life will happen as it should. and alll these things are happneing and were floating in the middle of space and yet i feel like people arnt freaking out. like what hthe actual fuck is happneing. and why do iu want to soedn my one life doing shit that dosn matter or something i dont even love. but thats how life works because you have to have moneya nd i do love bying things. and i jsut need to relax. because when people look back on there past they think if i could only tell msyelf its going to be okaya nd to have fun. why cant i do taht i mean i can but tehn these thughts come in. iwant to be skinny i also love food. starving was easy and i like d seeing my bones show,. i wanted people to see me and know i was hurting but people dont wanna be sround sa dpeople i guess i just wanted o be rescued. and at the same time it was nice to focus on the thingsd because even if all went ot hell if i restricted enought hat was okay my eating idsorder would tell me that  everything was going to be okay because i was taking care of the one thing i actaully wanted. writing this makes me sound crazy to msyelf. i have so many things i want to larn and do and so having an eating disorder makes me feel limated. amd truly it does limit me. it dosnt allow me to worry and think about these tihngs. i just really want to be skinnya dn i dont know where this started or why its so impiortant but i just am not a fann of my boyd. and i know tis terirble because im more than m y body and i know i cant stave mtyself and i know that this makes me self cenetred i know that it didnt pkay out as the damsel in distress that i wanted i know wthat i pushed loved ones away and made desisions taht really arnt alligned with my values because truly i didnt care i just wanted to get skinny i know i didnt look healthy bu in my mind that s the best ive eever looked. i know that the husband i meet is going to lvoe me for whats beond my appreance so it dosnt matter and getting atention from others isnt satisying and only leaves me feeling empty i knwo lifes to short to count your calories, to walk around feeling fraila nd loung every seconds. to reach 109 and not see a body close to what was at 116. to talk about numbers because they w]makr improtant parts of my life adn to allso swear that i dont care that much about the numbers. i care about the look. but if what they say is true and i ahve body dismprhia thats impossible. they say the eating idpsrder says itll never be enough. it will nevr be satisiuded. “ its never enough katie” never enough

and so maybe its me maybe im just this warped person. why do memories come back so weird and hwy did i have su h weird thoughts a s f\child. why do i get filled with so much rage. somtiems i think im the most grogeous girl and others i want to killmsyelf because i fel worthless. imm not suicdial but i can remeberthe first time i thought about killing kmyself i was in the abck seat of the car my brothers wre all teasing me about soething but for whatecer reason i was upset by it. i remebr crying and thinking how bad thye would feel if i killed myself. i carried this idealation iwht me later on. gina says i used this as a coping skill.w whenevr someone was mean, didnt say the right thing, didnt invite me, or a aprent said something hurtful. o thouhgt about it as if i were a ghost. watching how sad they were that they had not done better with me. that they said those angry words last to me instead of teeling me uhow much they lvoed me. that when they gossiped ghey felt so bad after because i was dead. i sometimes wish i could watch this unfold. but thats demented and evil. my ghost smiling with satifdaction as she watches loved one who id love and people who were simply lvingnthere life be affected by this. what good would it do to me or them. it would ruin them, does thaa amke mf evil. and then i realzie thats not how death wokrs. ill go to  wahtevr is after this.a dm why would i waste my eistence on a disguestingnromantizsm of revenge.  shpuld move on better msyelf and make connections and share with my lovedones hwen theyve hurt me or that i need more love.  i love treamnt. i love the lif3 im having. besids hating my body i love doing art and larning life skills and if eel like pooeple love me for me there and i can really be myself and support others. but i cant live my life in treatment. i want to relapse theres a few pros to this. one i get skinny againa dn can take pcitures while im skinnya dn try to do it a healthier way. 2 i can jsut go back to treatment and 3 thats a big fuck you to insuracne and theyll realize i coudlve used more help. my ancupucture lady said i need to let people help me adn its tru. i can read boooks hae copnversations go toa therapist but what goofd does it do if its not evn sticking with me. if i dont allow it to change me. im so stuck in that i want to be skinny. but im also tired of haojng my body, the thought about being okay iwht my body is sad to. ill jsut be ugly and not care? amd i wont be ablr to beas beautiful as i want to be. the law of attraction streases me out to because what if everytihng im writing is manif3sting as we speak. hut io cant just iugnore all thse thoughts. its good to journl ane write. i smoked the other night and told susan and brooke but lied to my treatment team. but honestly i was anxious the whole time and outside of playing with myself and dougna  trippy spiritaul mediaiton itwasnt the best time. it ,made me realize i enjoy beig sober bcecause i can do lall the things i want to do and not be stupid and i can be mindful. but then i feel a little desperate at the idea of not having anys ubstances. i sjsut need to create a good ralit y formyself. also i just don tfeel like im the little blon girl in my baby photos like me and her arnt \even the same person but i am i am her in 18 year old form. i jsut dont even know who i am or whats happening. iw ant to chilla dn i need to find balance. maybe this is because my brain has more room oto think about thoings. it kinda hurts me that my mom dsont know that much about eating disorders but yet she says she knows how bad these thionhd can get. likes he can talk so much about me needing help and this and that and yet she hasnt veen taken the tiem to udnerstand what it is im goi g throug. but i shoudlnt epect her to i dont evn knkw what is happneing. cons of relasping is more time wwasting life farther form my hoal. what is my goal all i can think abou t is working on my body bye cercising and eating healthy after treatment. iu dont underdstand why people dopnt think this is a huge thing for me. it makes it so i cant wear what. im so tired of caring. i want to get out of my head. but reality is i am katie and i have to deal wiht whats going on it dosnt do any good whining about it. another con is that my family would be disapinted. im kinda scared i ahev cancer ir im going ot die and jus stop breatinh. its probaly jsut anxiety . nbut i think about the drugs ive done and all that ive smoked and when ive starved and i wonder if im jsut shutting gdown. but i guess were all shutting down. but you cant tell kids these tihngs they dont care and they wouldnt undertsnad. i guess im jsut freaking out at my very eistence. im also very thankful to ebe alive. the fact were all ehsiting rn is crazy i think everything happens for a reason and theres a beautiful lessona nd “work of art called love” desinged by the creator. i ksut dpnt think itds what people think its actaully is. julian is just dsigusing why was i ever ino him. but i cant stop 16 year old me by being into him. but he really wasa dick adn oi dont think hes aw the value in me. my idea of him thinking that was because hesa  lot uglier than me or the line in fredys song where he says “ why would a girl like you fall for a guy like me” and he saud thatr eminded him of us i thought that was so sweet. MO that dosnt mean he values me. why was i so okay with accepting bullshit.a nd nathan. i really liked nathan we were bestfriends. but i got really cazy jealous. i was supposed to eat2 and ahalf hours ago and im not rally hungry. hence my hunger ques are off. i lost 4 lbs over the weekedn and im on weight restoration i was given till friday before i have tonadd even more additions because im not supposed to be lsoing weight. but i dint feel sad baout it. i felt eciteed i guess my bodys ina  place where it can lsoe weight easily. i feel like i should take advantage of it. is this litterally the eating disorder tuyping as we speak am i poseed. it is katie stowers. i guess thats what an eating idorder does. i think i ought to steer clear of caffense and weed. make things a little less harde.r and truly i shuld try to quit nicatine. ots just so nice to do but i think i ought to just not do it. i think idts a porblem because i can already mpciture me going outside after break and smoking. “evntually ill quit shes aid” when i quoted julien baker in her song ahppy to be hee to esther it says “ i miss you the way that i miss nicatine” she waled away after. felt a little judged honeslt and i dont think it was cuz of me but i am better than to smoke nicatine. i think im gonna not do it tomorow. adn if i succeed well see about friday. but it is a hbit i shoudl break. but anyways theres a lot to worry about and be ecited about to and im having a hard time manging it all. and i opuld go on times ten of whats been happneing in my brain ina  therap y session but it dosnt happne.

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Fantasyland Month

Updated September 6th, 2017

Welcome to Fantasyland month on MyVMK!

This week in it's a small world imports you will find some exciting new Fantasyland themed items for purchase! In the first of a series of pins, we've got the Robin Hood Storybook Pin. You can also purchase a Piglet Plush, a Doc and a Grumpy Dwarf Plush, ALR WhichWay Birds, a Gus Gus and Jaq statue and a Purple Royal Column and Flower Pot to furnish your room. For the Tangled fans out there, you'll be able to dress as your favorite golden-haired beauty and her man Eugene with the full Rapunzel outfit (including Pascal!) and Eugene Fitzherbert outfit.These items will be available for purchase all month! Excluding pins.

Enter if you will to Rapunzel's Great Tower, where she stares from her window upon every hour! Keep an eye out for Pascal! He's around here somewhere..

*There will be a new room pin every week!*

  Come try your luck for this week's Host prize, Pinocchio Puppet Strings Hat and the Consolation prize, a Pinocchio Pin.

As a special MyVMK 4th Birthday Celebration, each winner during a HOST event this month will have their name entered in a raffle that will be held at the end of the month. Each member will have their name entered only once. No clones will be allowed. (We will be checking.)

  Join the MyVMK Staff for an impromptu game of Hide and Seek! All throughout the month we will randomly be hosting Hid eand Seek games and hiding in public rooms only. Games will be announced as an in-game announcement and on our Twitter (@MyVMK) 15 minutes before the game begins. To win, you must walk up to a staff member that is hidden and say the following statement exactly: "I found you (StaffMemberName)!". Make sure to use the correct prefix (VMK_/HOST_/GA). If you win, you will have the chance to choose one of the three exclusive pins seen above. You are allowed to win only two times per hide and seek event. The staff will not hide in rooms where players are already sitting. Do not "camp out"! This will ensure everyone has a fair chance at finding the staff members. Good luck out there, seekers!

Come and hop on the canal ride to explore the wonders of Storybookland. Keep your hands to yourself for your safety! Make sure to check out the castle and pick up a souvenir pin! We do not accept Free, NPC, or 1 Credit Pins!

Pull this month's exclusive pins from the Sword in the Stone! For a chance to win, ride the rides in the Fantasyland Courtyard and you will have a chance at getting a Sword in the Stone pin! You can use this pin to have a chance at pulling the sword from the stone, and if you succeed, you will win one of these pins as a prize or some credits!

Avast there mateys! Sail on over to the Pirates Treasure room for a chance to plunder some great loot! Collect them all or ye will be sent to the dungeon, just like me Captain Davey Jones got stuck in his Locker! Available all month!

We sent our trusty canine Game Artist Bolt to Fantasyland to do some research for this month. He took so many great pictures and had such great stories that we couldn’t just keep his adventures to ourselves. Welcome to Bolt’s Fantasyland Adventures! You can find Bolt's first adventure journal on the MyVMK Forums home page under Announcements.

Lilo and Stitch have been celebrating Tropical month along with all of us, but they ran into a few problems. As Pleakley and Jumba were flying the ship, they crashed right over the Kingdom! All of the experiment pods have been scattered all over the land! Collect as many as you can for some awesome rare prizes including.. Divali created by emeraldaze, Jawbreaker created by bizarrekitties, and Romeo created by MagicAvinash during the Create-a-Cousin Contest! You might even win a Baseball Cap Reversed - Aloha Hat! *All items in the pods are still obtainable, including the "Baseball Cap Reversed - Aloha" hat.*

Create a Great Guest Room! Get Recognized!

Player created Guest or Game Rooms demonstrate originality in concept and design. Our judges are looking for creativity, so try using traditional items in different and unique ways. Rooms are judged anonymously by MyVMK Staff every month and selected from player rooms.

August Best Guest Room

Join Ken in “Standstone Shores Luau”! "A hidden beach and a small oasis is the perfect definition of paradise. Relax, sit back, have a coconut. Me ka aloha pumehana, brudda!" Congratulations!

The Best Guest Room Winner receives: - 10,000 credits - A Castle Suite Guest Room Pin - plus furniture! - Best Guest Room Award Pin - Plus! A party in Club 33!

August Guest Room Spotlight

We wanted to take a moment to recognize a collaborative project that three players worked together on this month to commemorate the closing of The Great Movie Ride in Walt Disney World. Hopper, coolbluePiglet, and OswaldTheRabbit worked together to create a completely immersive experience which you can travel through in the video below!Each of the three users who worked on these rooms will receive the same prizes as the BGR winners as well as a combined Club 33 party. Congratulations!

  Create a Great Game Room! Get Recognized!

Create a game room and play with friends and others, and a MyVMK staff member may notice your idea! Game rooms that get the nod offer a new game idea or a new twist on an old favorite. In all rooms we look for room owners who welcome everyone with a smile and show a willingness to answer questions about their room.

We did not receive any submission for August Best Game Room, so please make sure to send some in for September!!

This could be you! Find out the details on entering for Best Guest Room and Best Game Room by clicking here!

Ever wanted to know more about your favorite staff member? Now you can! Every month we will be interviewing a different member of the MyVMK Staff. Here is the most recent interview!

The prettiest kitty on the block... Meet this month's Staff member of the Month HOST_Duchess!

What is your favorite thing to do around the Kingdom?

Talk with players!

What is the best item for building your rooms?

This sounds odd, but- carpets.

What has been your favorite game to host thus far?

Dance With Powerline! The winning room was so fun to create!

What is your favorite mini-game in MyVMK?

Castle Fireworks Remixed

What is your favorite type of Guest Room?

The Castle Suite Guest Room! I love the music.

Favorite MyVMK memory?

The day it opened! Everyone just logging on for the first time and reminiscing about the original game.

What is your favorite Public Room in the Kingdom?

Castle Gardens. It's so pretty!

Is there any advice you would give to players?

Be kind to one another and be patient!

What is your favorite theme on VMK?

Dreams!

What is your favorite Disney park?

EPCOT!

Who is your favorite Disney Character?

Marie from The Aristocats!

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9/22/2018  CaseAtBar

Case at Bar, is, the secret world of nazi hunters, as I am, surveying now, is the delivery systems of late, of methods of assasination, what was not further explored was Julianne Assandes message of what the brevity of the TV Surveillance system’s massive detrimental effects are --

1) the question is what extent and how long...

we realize we must survey, the fact, that as per a USGS Study, strontium radiation from DIODS as well as perhaps, harmful radiactivity and thermal imaging from battery coating activated from battery and routers

What also must be explored as aeresol as an assaassination tool from nazi, big energy, which combines, nuclear, taboccaco, and aeresol and geonuclear mining, and the hydrology industry  --

as we discovered, the massive poisoning of our systems, in Florida, California, and in certain parts in California, Illinois,  and Indiana and elsewhere, and we can the effects of the destruction, all over the South, which we divorced ourselves from--

What of the delivery systems?

What do the aeresol consists of? Alimunum? Dark Carbon? Mercury? CO? Radioactivity? WE must now, survey, similuated, snake poison,  

all of which, may have some elements, and alloys, in tabacco, at intermittant points at time, and from how long, we assume generations we may declare, the filters are no use.

The remote controls we must consider, are also, actors, in all this, and realize, come to realize, that, in doing our due diligence, that all this time some we know in our fringes and circles --

we can only assume may be part of the problem, whether, the point of sale and delivery, and those of us who are victims

For example --

What is the issue is? What is the point of original sin?

we have to survey the notion of claticlysmic events, like here in Chicago, and elsewhere where there not only grave multiple nuclear leaks, but perhaps even at two occassions, hydrogen bombs, that took peoples souls, but left their shells --whats left, is just walking human beings, much like people, who lost their temples, their roots, their homes, their lovers, their lives, and contiue, wihtout control til, at the point in time --we realize they are zombies whose shell and whats inside were replaced, by something greater than what they had been

and its now a case of what is the original sin --

why do evil, upon evil? in such a manner that, its heaps upon heaps, unless,

its the case of whats inside, had already died, and left, in the hydrobomb, and replaced by what has possessed them, til,

this now end of time judgement day, and when this cycle begin?

determining when did this cycle of evil begin and this delivery system and penal mode as well? and where we are?

In other words, How we deal with, people whose souls  died and left thier shells til judgement, is one thing, how we deal with the devils, who are dead to begin with and only waiting to this appointed time of judgement, doing damage upon damage, as they programmed, only knowing, because

Reasoning 1) Whatever happens, the masses, in their eyes, who will pass on in this way, might probably, be more of an affliction and scene, of their reflections rather than ours

as if whatever happenss we are the survivors, whatever happens to them, this sscene, wiill always be theres, as, reasoning number 2) they died already,  

Reasoning 3) What is the protocal?

this is the eager evaluation ....

of identification, diagnostics, resonance, knowing first, who we can intermingle, and have children and marry with --lends to also, now the basis for roe v wade

and lastly -- 

discerning, brick and mortar establishments, treatment centers, locational analysis and assessments of our security especially food security and health security, 

You ask yourself, what happened, what do do, first in a local gradient?

For example, if one certain set of agents, interlocketers, persons, machines don’t work, perhaps, At certain points, and certain things, you isolate it first, or treat it and isolate it, or move it to another plac eand treat it where its better,

do a gradient analysis

Anther issue,

Intellectual Property Rights!

Another issue is, another method of nazism, is using placibo pills to treat patients, who are seriously ill and have chronic illness --as if they have a great deal with generic medications but in fact, are experiencing horrible side effects

Another step is, poisoning in the alloys, poisning by alloys -- we must, eliminate, coins, round off, almost everyone us nearly swallowed alloy and mettalloids and coins --they also act as magnets, they had been used as weapons, weather in tabocacoo felds, in food canning products, and even issues regarding syndicates, using alloys, attached with parlor syndicates, and social security, and big energy must survey the issue of begenning with where was the original sin, and the gradient analysis, and locational analysis, especially concerning,

nuclear elements --and after starvation, at the nuclear level, not to question the cost benefit analysis of their actions -- but to understand how far they have allowed themselves to come down

and where to go from there...

You may also want to begin, with perhaps, some of them, or many, were,

seeing things, under the influence, had medications tampered, and saw, 

their own personal devil --that lead them to think, what was wrong, was the norm!

What are the consequences of war- you must ask, and realize, some of us, very few of us, were quarantined.

Those us that weren’t couldn’t recover, died, lost thier souls, and ask yourself,

do we have all the know how and eyes, to discern, and judge, why? some, can be zombies, and, some, each day, may see a  ressurection?

Each day, my cousin yearned a better living, she lived, in Hammond,Indiana,  she lived near a Toxic Dumpsite and near nuclear reactors, where waters were probably polluted by the same -- she caught cancer. 

Before we die physically, the answer, is, our soul my leave us, that;s true, 

We pray! hence forth, for, how to discern an appoach, where to isolate, at first, and discern, before treating, and quarantining, a situation, and who, and where the gradients are and determine these intellectual rights issues and policy --

When determining the gradients, Mentor Orders may be given, prior, to given, a judgement, as a fact to determine, original sin --and we can be quarantined and treated, and raptriated.

This we pray!

Dr Justin Bejasa Ocampo

Commonwealth Rector, Head of Information security Roque

Murcia Law CC Convene with Bassouni and Merriam, UN -- For Charter Proposal and Judicial Order

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I was falling asleep in my html class so i thought it would be fun to try and transcribe my professor

I’m glad i don’t get paid for this

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becase your embedding your source sss styles insid the same document theres also inline coding we can also go style= and inside the style we can say "background" is red and so uh you can use the style attribut eto come down eher and change the backgorun dto chang ethe so it follow sht esame convention p here bu you dont use the angle curly brackets you just use the in html you just use the html qute sbut yu still gotta use the quotes space but margin of five margin colon 5px to set the margin nowup here we set the ackgroud to the h1 o yellow so the question is now that we have this inlinecss code is this inline coe gonna change it to red or is to gonna stay yellow say that with authority yes it will chagne it because you read the scirp yyo read the css script in the head but it comes down to load thte page so down here we gonna cange it and so  lets chang ethat to 25 so you can se whereas you ca have multple so you can have 25 250 different attributes that owuld be horrendous as an inline code if you ahve more than 2 or 3 you might want to have a linked file for your htm code if your doing we;ll well get int that in a bit later  so yes you can hav emultiple on inline and since whitespae doesnt matter if you wanted to you could come over her eand clean it up and make it a litle bit nicer but oyu dont have to it can all go one line uh mkay so here we;re saying the sma ething we're taking a pragrah and adding  class syle center with it wheras this h1 tag down it is class center as you can see it ddnt get affected its setill the default text what w'er syeing here is anyparagraphy that as the class center will cange the text so yo ca n build you can have a paragraph dot center dob old dotitalicised and as long as you have a class thats  class dot center dot bold dodt italicized so whats this allowying you to do si drill own deeper to pick spceific amounts of your code to maek ajdustments deeper so we talked abot the dot calss talked about th ahshtag id theres uh the astersk the star which means select allso if you sue th asterisk that will effect everything on the page and i would recocomendd if yu werer using that ot use it at the very top cause if you go through and write twelvehundred lines and put a star at the end well its just gonna do that to everything on the pageyou can pick a specific element like we were usig the h1 tag and a you can do the element comma element and what that means is it selects all the div statements and all the paragraph statements so any div and any paragraph it;ll select oh o fthos element space element and this example div space pargarph itll select all paragrapsh taht are inside a div so wehreas the one example i shwoed yall it only faffected the one paragraph inside the div itum you have div greater than p which seelcst all pargrpah element where the parent is the div element so uh what the diferent between div p and div greater than p if its slelcting all the p ewthin the div element and the div element is the 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cheekylawstudent

ugh was he even really that sad tho like

I saw it like that... maybe it is just wishful thinking on my part but this is Robert Sugden we’re talking about, yeah?!

(Ok, I put this under a cut because this thing got kinda massive. So feel free to ignore my rambling about this topic...)

The same man that went through Aaron’s private hell always by his side, never once cared about himself through all of it and after, who took on Liv to care for when it was clearly out of his league, who wanted to die in that damn car with the love of his life because he just couldn’t see himself living without him, who wanted to show him how much he meant to him by pulling a fucking wedding out of his ass in 24 hours, who was worried sick about his husband when he learned that he had a hard time in prison and who couldn’t even sleep in their bed without him?!

He isn’t one to show his true feelings, let alone talk about them. He’s always bottling this up, learned it the hard way to mask what he feels. Only Aaron was able to make him come out of his shell at least a bit. And he is not there! Even pushed him away, when Robert was already fragile because he was struggling with parenting Liv, worried sick about Aaron and most likely sleep deprived af. Hearing Aaron say what he said had Robert’s carfully built up confidence about his sexuallity and his happiness (and that he fucking deserves it too) and lif eand love in gerneral come crashing down around him.

He fell back into old ways, where he didn’t let anyone in that far just to not be hurt like that, where he just takes what he wants without giving a fuck! Robert didn’t sleep with Rebecca because of her but because she was there and dumb enough to fall for all the bullshit he made her believe, and most off all he talked himself into being true at that moment. He has no coping mechanisms for this kind of rejection he got from Aaron and so he took the only way he knows to get him back for hurting him.

And then he wakes up in the morning and has this massive “FUCK” moment. He realized what he did and again we are where Robert can’t talk about what he feels. So he goes and tries pretending it didn’t happen, then he ran into Rebecca and her trhowing it right at him and he still has no coping mechanism for this. He never was in this situation where he truely cares about someone else than himself. And Aaron is still in prison struggling and fragile and he just doesn’t want to pile more on him.

All I saw  today was a Robert who was trying to cope with his guilt, wanting to forget it (I mean who can blame him because I want to forget about this too) and like I said he isn’t one to show his feelings, let alone get all teard up infront of his mother in law while telling her about his major fuck up (and yeah I admit it was kinda forced because Rebecca threatened to tell everybody).

I may be on a lonely path here, but I believe in Robert, I believe that he is able to change, he did so much over the last couple of months, years even. Yeah he had a relapse and I could still kick him for it, but  he is human and he is bound to make mistakes and I still love him! And I still love RobRon and I am sure they’ll get through this,as fucked up as it may seem right now.

Aaron and Robert have so much unadressed things that happend throughout their relationship (just to name one thing: tying Aaron to a radiator pointing a gun at his face - I mean hello?! Massive fuck up there never been talked about...), they need to go back to square one and rebuilt this relationship on a healthier base, which I hope they will.

And I still believe in Emmerdale to make this better and find a halfway plausible way to bring them back together. Never forget that this is just a soap and they mess things up from time to time, and even though I don’t really like the path they are taking right now, I’ll stick with it till the end and try to see the good things through bad times.

You know… even though Robert fucked up royally yesterday and I still wanna kick him - and hard! - it was quite hard not to want to hug him when he was moping around like that today….

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Fantasyland Month

Updated September 2nd, 2017

Welcome to Fantasyland month on MyVMK!

This week in it's a small world imports you will find some exciting new Fantasyland themed items for purchase! In the first of a series of pins, we've got the Robin Hood Storybook Pin. You can also purchase a Piglet Plush, a Doc and a Grumpy Dwarf Plush, ALR WhichWay Birds, a Gus Gus and Jaq statue and a Purple Royal Column and Flower Pot to furnish your room. For the Tangled fans out there, you'll be able to dress as your favorite golden-haired beauty and her man Eugene with the full Rapunzel outfit (including Pascal!) and Eugene Fitzherbert outfit.These items will be available for purchase all month! Excluding pins.

Enter if you will to Rapunzel's Great Tower, where she stares from her window upon every hour! Keep an eye out for Pascal! He's around here somewhere..

*There will be a new room pin every week!*

  Come try your luck for this week's Host prize, Pinocchio Puppet Strings Hat and the Consolation prize, a Pinocchio Pin.

As a special MyVMK 4th Birthday Celebration, each winner during a HOST event this month will have their name entered in a raffle that will be held at the end of the month. Each member will have their name entered only once. No clones will be allowed. (We will be checking.)

  Join the MyVMK Staff for an imprompt game of Hide and Seek! All throughout the month we will randomly be hosting Hid eand Seek games and hiding in public rooms only. Games will be announced as an in-game announcement and on our Twitter (@MyVMK) 15 minutes before the game begins. To win, you must walk up to a staff member that is hidden and say the following statement exactly: "I found you (StaffMemberName)!". Make sure to use the correct prefix (VMK_/HOST_/GA). If you win, you will have the chance to choose one of the three exclusive pins seen above. You are allowed to win only two times per hide and seek event. The staff will not hide in rooms where players are already sitting. Do not "camp out"! This will ensure everyone has a fair chance at finding the staff members. Good luck out there, seekers!

Come and hop on the canal ride to explore the wonders of Storybookland. Keep your hands to yourself for your safety! Make sure to check out the castle and pick up a souvenir pin! We do not accept Free, NPC, or 1 Credit Pins!

Pull this month's exclusive pins from the Sword in the Stone! For a chance to win, ride the rides in the Fantasyland Courtyard and you will have a chance at getting a Sword in the Stone pin! You can use this pin to have a chance at pulling the sword from the stone, and if you succeed, you will win one of these pins as a prize or some credits!

Avast there mateys! Sail on over to the Pirates Treasure room for a chance to plunder some great loot! Collect them all or ye will be sent to the dungeon, just like me Captain Davey Jones got stuck in his Locker! Available all month!

We sent our trusty canine Game Artist Bolt to Fantasyland to do some research for this month. He took so many great pictures and had such great stories that we couldn’t just keep his adventures to ourselves. Welcome to Bolt’s Fantasyland Adventures! You can find Bolt's first adventure journal on the MyVMK Forums home page under Announcements.

Lilo and Stitch have been celebrating Tropical month along with all of us, but they ran into a few problems. As Pleakley and Jumba were flying the ship, they crashed right over the Kingdom! All of the experiment pods have been scattered all over the land! Collect as many as you can for some awesome rare prizes including.. Divali created by emeraldaze, Jawbreaker created by bizarrekitties, and Romeo created by MagicAvinash during the Create-a-Cousin Contest! You might even win a Baseball Cap Reversed - Aloha Hat! *All items in the pods are still obtainable, including the "Baseball Cap Reversed - Aloha" hat.*

Create a Great Guest Room! Get Recognized!

Player created Guest or Game Rooms demonstrate originality in concept and design. Our judges are looking for creativity, so try using traditional items in different and unique ways. Rooms are judged anonymously by MyVMK Staff every month and selected from player rooms.

August Best Guest Room

Join Ken in “Standstone Shores Luau”! "A hidden beach and a small oasis is the perfect definition of paradise. Relax, sit back, have a coconut. Me ka aloha pumehana, brudda!" Congratulations!

The Best Guest Room Winner receives: - 10,000 credits - A Castle Suite Guest Room Pin - plus furniture! - Best Guest Room Award Pin - Plus! A party in Club 33!

August Guest Room Spotlight

We wanted to take a moment to recognize a collaborative project that three players worked together on this month to commemorate the closing of The Great Movie Ride in Walt Disney World. Hopper, coolbluePiglet, and OswaldTheRabbit worked together to create a completely immersive experience which you can travel through in the video below!Each of the three users who worked on these rooms will receive the same prizes as the BGR winners as well as a combined Club 33 party. Congratulations!

  Create a Great Game Room! Get Recognized!

Create a game room and play with friends and others, and a MyVMK staff member may notice your idea! Game rooms that get the nod offer a new game idea or a new twist on an old favorite. In all rooms we look for room owners who welcome everyone with a smile and show a willingness to answer questions about their room.

We did not receive any submission for August Best Game Room, so please make sure to send some in for September!!

This could be you! Find out the details on entering for Best Guest Room and Best Game Room by clicking here!

Ever wanted to know more about your favorite staff member? Now you can! Every month we will be interviewing a different member of the MyVMK Staff. Here is the most recent interview!

The prettiest kitty on the block... Meet this month's Staff member of the Month HOST_Duchess!

What is your favorite thing to do around the Kingdom?

Talk with players!

What is the best item for building your rooms?

This sounds odd, but- carpets.

What has been your favorite game to host thus far?

Dance With Powerline! The winning room was so fun to create!

What is your favorite mini-game in MyVMK?

Castle Fireworks Remixed

What is your favorite type of Guest Room?

The Castle Suite Guest Room! I love the music.

Favorite MyVMK memory?

The day it opened! Everyone just logging on for the first time and reminiscing about the original game.

What is your favorite Public Room in the Kingdom?

Castle Gardens. It's so pretty!

Is there any advice you would give to players?

Be kind to one another and be patient!

What is your favorite theme on VMK?

Dreams!

What is your favorite Disney park?

EPCOT!

Who is your favorite Disney Character?

Marie from The Aristocats!

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Fantasyland Month

Updated September 25th, 2017

Welcome to Fantasyland month on MyVMK! Please note that all releases will happen Saturday at 11:59pm EST. This will be the schedule until further notice.

This week in it's a small world imports you will find some exciting new Fantasyland themed items for purchase! We've got an extra big release this week with Peter Pan, Tinkerbelle, and Ariel outfits. Complete your 7 Dwarf collection with 4 more plush friends. We've also got some exciting Small World items ready for purchase! These items (excluding pins) will be available for purchase all month!

  Come try your luck for this week's Host prize, a Minecart and the Cosolation prize,a Dopey Plush.Stay in line after the event for a special conso prize– a Teal Starfish!

An Update from the MyVMK Staff We’re all very excited to announce an exciting week for you all here on MyVMK! We’re hosting the first ever MyVMK Birthday Spirit Week! For more information, check out the Events Calendar (make sure to click on each day as some events may be hiding!). We've placed the events themes, locations, and times below for your convenience. In addition to the parties, there will be new releases in the shops every day this week. Each release will be one day only. Locations of these releases will be announced on our Twitter (@MyVMK). There will also be a big birthday raffle on Wednesday, September 27th, at _____pm. To participate, you must win a host event before the raffle on the 27th. If you win, you will get a notification when prizes are given out.

As a special MyVMK 4th Birthday Celebration, each winner during a HOST event this month will have their name entered in a raffle that will be held at the end of the month. Each member will have their name entered only once. No clones will be allowed. (We will be checking.)

  Join the MyVMK Staff for an impromptu game of Hide and Seek! All throughout the month we will randomly be hosting Hid eand Seek games and hiding in public rooms only. Games will be announced as an in-game announcement and on our Twitter (@MyVMK) 15 minutes before the game begins. To win, you must walk up to a staff member that is hidden and say the following statement exactly: "I found you (StaffMemberName)!". Make sure to use the correct prefix (VMK_/HOST_/GA). If you win, you will have the chance to choose one of the three exclusive pins seen above. You are allowed to win only two times per hide and seek event. The staff will not hide in rooms where players are already sitting. Do not "camp out"! This will ensure everyone has a fair chance at finding the staff members. Good luck out there, seekers!

Come and hop on the canal ride to explore the wonders of Storybookland. Keep your hands to yourself for your safety! Make sure to check out the castle and pick up a souvenir pin! We do not accept Free, NPC, or 1 Credit Pins!

Pull this month's exclusive pins from the Sword in the Stone! For a chance to win, ride the rides in the Fantasyland Courtyard and you will have a chance at getting a Sword in the Stone pin! You can use this pin to have a chance at pulling the sword from the stone, and if you succeed, you will win one of these pins as a prize or some credits!

Avast there mateys! Sail on over to the Pirates Treasure room for a chance to plunder some great loot! Collect them all or ye will be sent to the dungeon, just like me Captain Davey Jones got stuck in his Locker! Available all month!

We sent our trusty canine Game Artist Bolt to Fantasyland to do some research for this month. He took so many great pictures and had such great stories that we couldn’t just keep his adventures to ourselves. Welcome to Bolt’s Fantasyland Adventures! You can find Bolt's first adventure journal on the MyVMK Forums home page under Announcements.

Lilo and Stitch have been celebrating Tropical month along with all of us, but they ran into a few problems. As Pleakley and Jumba were flying the ship, they crashed right over the Kingdom! All of the experiment pods have been scattered all over the land! Collect as many as you can for some awesome rare prizes including.. Divali created by emeraldaze, Jawbreaker created by bizarrekitties, and Romeo created by MagicAvinash during the Create-a-Cousin Contest! You might even win a Baseball Cap Reversed - Aloha Hat! *All items in the pods are still obtainable, including the "Baseball Cap Reversed - Aloha" hat.*

Create a Great Guest Room! Get Recognized!

Player created Guest or Game Rooms demonstrate originality in concept and design. Our judges are looking for creativity, so try using traditional items in different and unique ways. Rooms are judged anonymously by MyVMK Staff every month and selected from player rooms.

August Best Guest Room

Join Ken in “Standstone Shores Luau”! "A hidden beach and a small oasis is the perfect definition of paradise. Relax, sit back, have a coconut. Me ka aloha pumehana, brudda!" Congratulations!

The Best Guest Room Winner receives: - 10,000 credits - A Castle Suite Guest Room Pin - plus furniture! - Best Guest Room Award Pin - Plus! A party in Club 33!

August Guest Room Spotlight

We wanted to take a moment to recognize a collaborative project that three players worked together on this month to commemorate the closing of The Great Movie Ride in Walt Disney World. Hopper, coolbluePiglet, and OswaldTheRabbit worked together to create a completely immersive experience which you can travel through in the video below!Each of the three users who worked on these rooms will receive the same prizes as the BGR winners as well as a combined Club 33 party. Congratulations!

  Create a Great Game Room! Get Recognized!

Create a game room and play with friends and others, and a MyVMK staff member may notice your idea! Game rooms that get the nod offer a new game idea or a new twist on an old favorite. In all rooms we look for room owners who welcome everyone with a smile and show a willingness to answer questions about their room.

We did not receive any submission for August Best Game Room, so please make sure to send some in for September!!

This could be you! Find out the details on entering for Best Guest Room and Best Game Room by clicking here!

Ever wanted to know more about your favorite staff member? Now you can! Every month we will be interviewing a different member of the MyVMK Staff. Here is the most recent interview!

The prettiest kitty on the block... Meet this month's Staff member of the Month HOST_Duchess!

What is your favorite thing to do around the Kingdom?

Talk with players!

What is the best item for building your rooms?

This sounds odd, but- carpets.

What has been your favorite game to host thus far?

Dance With Powerline! The winning room was so fun to create!

What is your favorite mini-game in MyVMK?

Castle Fireworks Remixed

What is your favorite type of Guest Room?

The Castle Suite Guest Room! I love the music.

Favorite MyVMK memory?

The day it opened! Everyone just logging on for the first time and reminiscing about the original game.

What is your favorite Public Room in the Kingdom?

Castle Gardens. It's so pretty!

Is there any advice you would give to players?

Be kind to one another and be patient!

What is your favorite theme on VMK?

Dreams!

What is your favorite Disney park?

EPCOT!

Who is your favorite Disney Character?

Marie from The Aristocats!